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@whitequark@mastodon.social @traumaphoenix@chaos.social Wish I were cracked enough to find an employer that would let me use Linux.
<p><span class="h-card" translate="no"><a href="https://fosstodon.org/@sushee" class="u-url mention">@<span>sushee</span></a></span> </p><p><a href="https://fosstodon.org/tags/LossyPNG" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>LossyPNG</span></a></p>
<p><span class="h-card" translate="no"><a href="https://transfem.social/@puppygirlhornypost" class="u-url mention">@<span>puppygirlhornypost</span></a></span> <span class="h-card" translate="no"><a href="https://uwu.social/@alice" class="u-url mention">@<span>alice</span></a></span> also; I'm sorry</p>
<p><span class="h-card" translate="no"><a href="https://transfem.social/@puppygirlhornypost" class="u-url mention">@<span>puppygirlhornypost</span></a></span> <span class="h-card" translate="no"><a href="https://uwu.social/@alice" class="u-url mention">@<span>alice</span></a></span> (just to be clear, I don't mean that psychosis doesn't have rational causes--just that decisions made during psychosis are broadly speaking rational. I think some of them can be but it's less broad)</p>
<p><span class="h-card" translate="no"><a href="https://transfem.social/@puppygirlhornypost" class="u-url mention">@<span>puppygirlhornypost</span></a></span> <span class="h-card" translate="no"><a href="https://uwu.social/@alice" class="u-url mention">@<span>alice</span></a></span> yes.</p>
<p><a href="https://mastodon.social/@whitequark" class="u-url mention">@whitequark@mastodon.social</a> <a href="https://uwu.social/@alice" class="u-url mention">@alice@uwu.social</a> I mean I have a rational explanation for my psychosis. My brain began swelling as a symptom of malignant hyperthermia in combination with serotonin syndrome induced by strong opiates during my knee surgery. None of it was my fault but that doesn’t mean I don’t remember the horrors of being scared, trapped and losing my grip on reality. Nor do I forget the gaslighting and mistreatment by medical providers (the place I was inpatient in would switch up my medications and so much more but im not listing those). I’m extremely horrified of ever going back, and while I recognize that as a trauma response I don’t think anyone reasonable could deduce "just stop worrying about that particular thing" because it’s a known widespread phenomenon the mistreatment of psych patients. I also still can’t let that prevent me from seeking help…</p>
<p><span class="h-card" translate="no"><a href="https://camp.crates.im/@nemo" class="u-url mention">@<span>nemo</span></a></span> <span class="h-card" translate="no"><a href="https://types.pl/@akjcv" class="u-url mention">@<span>akjcv</span></a></span> I’m being unfair I’m working without the analyzer and it’s hell</p>
<p><span class="h-card" translate="no"><a href="https://types.pl/@ionchy" class="u-url mention">@<span>ionchy</span></a></span> it me omg</p>
<p><a href="https://mastodon.social/@whitequark" class="u-url mention">@whitequark@mastodon.social</a> <a href="https://uwu.social/@alice" class="u-url mention">@alice@uwu.social</a> "Wow you’ve been heavily mistreated in the past so you have issues trusting people and/or scenarios similar to your prior trauma." People forget that sometimes trauma responses aren’t false positives and they can still very much keep one from reliving their worst nightmares. Of course in the same vein my cptsd is very broad with its pattern matching so I end up with a lot of situations that trigger but are not quite what I experienced or to the same severity.</p>