<p><span class="h-card" translate="no"><a href="https://mastodon.social/@whitequark" class="u-url mention" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">@<span>whitequark</span></a></span> <br>After reading this thread, I think you would benefit from a therapist who might be able to help you understand <em>why</em> this is happening.<br>I think you have to know that before you can find peace.<br>The nightmares and the guilt are a symptom of something deeper.</p>