horrible dream Woke up one minute before the alarm clock from a dream where someone said i should kill a random person to feel better, so i killed some random second hand clothing shop cashier who was an elderly Indian woman in some new York slum. Felt horrible and spent what felt an eternity laying on a pile of clothes. Then stood up, Then people who found the body accused me of the murder. I sat on the floor while i was beat up and repeatedly stabbed with needles, giving me various permanent sicknesses (hiv, hepatitis, etc), and i sat there taking it all because it was all deserved. Then i wanted to hug someone in the dream, but couldn't because i could've infected them with various fatal diseases