<p>i said "influenced" but didn't say how. it's a few things:<br />- i do not take people who argue for things i like at their word. i think of the ways what they say can be a weapon<br />- i do not take people who dislike my kind of existence at their word. i only look at how the shape of their words cuts<br />- i think ten times over anything i say. i know that it will be used against others, the question is only when</p><p>you get the idea.</p>