<p>i'm really struggling with nightmares because they represent lost time</p><p>i had plans for this weekend (mostly to work on <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/GlasgowInterfaceExplorer" class="mention hashtag" rel="tag">#<span>GlasgowInterfaceExplorer</span></a>). i spent 15 hours getting an awful parody of sleep. those are now gone, and i have barely any Sunday left</p><p>i'm pissed at this. enough to do an all-nighter now as a sort of metaphorical revenge.</p><p>(will it be good for me? nnnno, probably not. will i do it anyway? almost certainly)</p>
